Wanderings Of A Philosophical Wonderer

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

Psychic Fire

My mood's very temperamental now. It can blow any which way at any which time. I'm pissed off with my ulcer because it's simply not healing. I drink so much water I keep going to the loo every ten minutes. And the freaking thing just keeps growing bigger! -_- The ulcer! Not anything else. Urgh. My stomach's queasy, and I have a GIGANTIC headache pounding my skull. I'm hungry, but there's nothing that appeals to my tummy BECAUSE it's queasy. And it's queasy BECAUSE it's empty. But I can't eat BECAUSE it's queasy. And on and on, ad infinitum. I'm also pissed because despite my subtle hints, my personal space is constantly being invaded. Tsk. I am fire, I identify most with fire. For those who delve into the esoteric supernatural, there you go. My element is fire. And as humans ought to know, fire is hard to control. And if you get too close, you'll feel the heat. That applies to my personality too. Mr Zul said he was a bit afraid when our class first started, because all of us had such strong personalities, and didn't seem to gel together. Guess he's right. Although now we're all ok with each other. I CAN be manipulated, for a while, but then I'll spin out of control. A firestorm in my own right. *sigh* And end up burning everyone who ticks me off. Thankfully I seldom lose my temper. But the temptation to just release my restraints and erupt like a formidable volcano is always there. But if everyone in the world did that, we'd all be murderers. And when there's no one left to murder, we'd kill ourselves. Tsk. But fire is most known for warmth and light, and so I shall attempt to draw these positive aspects into my being. Come on, people! Don't you think I'm nice and warm? =P Ok, that just sounds so wrong. Hahaha. See? -_- My mood just shifted from furious to bouncy in a snap. Urgh. Seriously, my own psyche freaks me out. Anyway! Dinner tonight with the girls has been changed to lunch tomorrow. Afterwhich we shall probably go present shopping with Yushaa. Ahh...tomorrow's a holiday! I just realised that! And the next person who calls me slow shall die a SLOW and torturous death. -_- Now, where was I? Oh yes. Going out tomorrow. Hopefully I can wake up. I sleep like the dead. Probably have some vampire potential in me. Seriously! I sleep with the moon, and once I'm asleep, it's next to impossible to wake me. I have very strange dreams. =x Ok la. Enough stalling. I'm going to get up off the chair and march over to the fridge and fill my empty stomach.

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